Preparation for the BIG DAY

Hehe, so far, no one has discovered my blog yet, except for XLQ, whom I forced to go and check out my blog... anywayz, busy days at work! Yesterday, I could feel temperature rising, my heart beat 10 times faster, feeling super annoyed at a client who couldn't seem to hear me say "Click on the graph" for like 10 times!! Anywayz, it's ok. I got over it already... Remember, blog not to be used to talk bad abt people. Heh.
So, anything encouraging to say to pp? Hmm.... recently, my wedding prep has been stressing me out like crazy... ask XLQ and he will prob tell you. Why, most will ask? Isn't a wedding supposed to be a happy occassion? Yes yes, definitely, but it's also super stressful! Here's abt the list of things u need to get done:

1. Wedding banquet- done
2. Bridal boutique- chosen
3. church wedding- YIKES, no venue as yet!!
4. BUYING A FLAT!!!!!!! - *GASP*
5. Plus many many many small details...

Scary scary things to do... and honestly, it's a test of your relationship as well. In what sense? It will test what the foundation of your relationship is... Many times, XLQ will bring me back to focus... that the relationship is much much more than just the wedding ceremony, that working out the marriage is more important, and that God is in the centre of our relationship... yes, these are truths that I definitely know, but I guess when u're in the midst of it, sometimes, working them out in reality just seems 10 times harder... internal struggle between my own desires and godly decisions, feeling pressure to accept certain things if I'm truly a content and godly gal... trying to remember that there are worse things in life that can happen to you, trying to remember that this is meant to be a joyous occassion, trying to remember that above all, God is still God and seriously, it's nothing too major a deal to be so anxious abt... haha, the other nite, I think I was so stressed abt my wedding that I had a dream abt it... I dreamt that I went to the bridal boutique. The gown which I loved was altered without my knowledge and the designer added strips of pink frilly cloth to the front of the gown... YIKES!! I almost fainted (in the dream lah)... haha... so funny.

Well, another... let me see... there are less than 11 months (??!!) to go before the actual wedding!!!! Wah, so fast!!! But at the same time, I wish the prep time could pass faster! Hehehe... man... indecisive me... really can't decide if I want it sooner or later... but hopefully, in this coming months of prep, I will be less neurotic and not stress out my poor fiance too much. But I'm seriously very thankful and appreciative to him for putting up with so much of my nonsense. Thanks... hopefully we'll come out of it a closer couple and love God even more, knowing that all things come from Him.

But honestly, I think that to go through the wedding together is not easy... what more marriage??!! SO SCARY... Haha... but couples who are reading, pls don't let me scare u into not getting married. Haha... just wanna encourage u guys to always look to God for strength and remember there is a much bigger purpose behind all this. =) Things you learn in different phases of life... So, for couples planning for wedding, don't be discouraged!